Paul
Fischer
Tomahawk Staffer 1997 through 2004, and at Snow Base 2006
Over the course of my
eight summers working at Tomahawk, on occasion a former
staff member would come by for a visit and become overwhelmed.
“Never stop working at camp, real life will never compare
to it” was a statement I’ve heard before, although
few articulate to such a degree. Wistful shakes of the head and
stories of forgotten times, the glory days of youth discovering
their seemingly limitless possibilities in life. I figured I’d
have to find something distinctively good to top the tremendousness
of my years of summer camp.
One aspect I appreciate about Tomahawk was the attitude that you
are limited only by
your own creativity and energy. If you’ve got a wild idea
and some ambition, you can
make it happen. With a college diploma hanging squarely on the
wall next to my
Eagle picture, I was up for something big. The thought of grad
school and careers
made me queasy, so a few weeks after the final giant flag ceremony
in Navajo, the
dining hall and buildings entombed for a cold and solitudinous
winter, I loaded up my
bicycle and headed out into the warm early fall with a vague goal:
bike until I hit an
ocean, then turn right. Then keep that up until I get back home.
I didn’t know what to expect when I left St Paul last September
to bicycle around the
perimeter of the United States. I didn’t know if I would
be able to do it. I’d look at
my US map in my tent at night and shake my head and wonder. Such
a long way to
go. In honesty, I attribute much of my success to abilities and
resources I accumulated
at Tomahawk and through Scouting. Outdoors skills without question
I learned
through Scouting. On mornings that I woke up with water bottles
frozen solid or a
snowy tent, I was glad to have gone to Snow Base so many times.
I pulled out tricks I
hadn’t thought of in years, Cooking Merit Badge meals and
orienteering on cloudy
confusing days, even Personal Finance proved to be worth something
when it
came to budgeting. These skills enabled me to participate in the
journey. While
incredibly useful and important, this skillrelated aspect of Scouting
was a more minor
part in my trip in comparison to the more profound but less concrete
qualities I
have derived from my years in Boy Scouts.
My experiences over the next year were about as diverse as this
country can offer.
Mountains, plains, desert, big cities, tiny towns, oceans, swamps,
ditches, back
yards, you name it. Wandering around the country I met folks from
all walks of life.
They were often intrigued by the stranger in cycling shorts with
a funny trailer off the
rear of his bike; funny accents and an interest in the ways of
different folks caught my
attention. Some stared wide-eyed at me as I rolled through, a
few invited me into their
homes. Rubbing elbows with fellow bums or having lunch at a nice
country club,
having interacted with different types of people at Tomahawk set
me up well for
getting along with people leading lives very different from my
own. I didn’t go to
preach my personal views of the world, instead I went with my
mind open to see
and learn how other people go about their days. By trying to maintain
a high standard
of personal conduct, such as concepts of the Scout Oath and Law,
and by treating
people with as much respect as I could muster, it wasn’t
difficult for me to accept
people without regard to their social, ethnic, or economic standing,
and in return I
regularly felt welcomed into their communities.
Related to the acceptance of and interest in different sorts of
people is an appreciation
of the many functions and manifestations of American society.
Beauty exists all
around, and that beauty isn’t limited to wilderness. Countless
small towns and
unending farmland, strip malls and Santa Fe evenings, ours is
a big and sundry culture.
After sweating so hard only to wind up in a dumpy-looking area,
I’d force myself
to find value in what I saw. Camping out in a ball field with
permission from the
town hall in a place few would venture to call charming did not
fill my eyes with
beauty as did the Grand Canyon or the rocky Pacific Coast. But
the friendliness
and community strength I regularly encountered possessed a resilient,
albeit different,
form of beauty and quality. Furthermore, a lack of a permanent
roof and
refrigerator, and regularly dwelling in solitude with no friends
or family for thousands of
miles, reinforced in my mind that important role of human society
to my happiness and
well-being.
A person can learn outdoor skills from plenty of other sources
or organizations. Scouts
certainly isn’t the exclusive way to meet different kinds
of people. Merit badges aren’t
the only ways to learn handy skills. Lots of people can suck it
up enough to get through a tough situation. But to wake up on
a bad day and be excited about it, to have a good attitude, is
something for which I am uniquely grateful to Scouting, particularly
Tomahawk. On lots of days things didn’t go according to
plan, and plenty of days I didn’t have a plan at all. Bad
weather, knee-grinding mountains, nowhere to set up the tent at
night, harrowing
traffic, being alone so much … to have let it get me down
would have been the end. I’d
have jumped on the Greyhound before two weeks were up. Being willing
to work hard at something, finding the quality in demanding and
wearisome situations, and looking forward to what may be next
is a unique focus of Scouting, and is well practiced at Tomahawk.
This aspect of Scouting is what aided me the most in my travels.
After 13,500 miles, 355 days, 34 states, and dozens of new acquaintances,
I finally again rode down the streets of St. Paul, down Hamline
Avenue, back to my old neighborhood, and was done. Done with a
bike trip, anyway. Now that I’m home I feel very much like
I’ve just started something, that getting off the bike for
the last time was really stepping up into a new and uncertain
arena. And has all this topped my more youthful summers well spent?
While that was never the driving motivation for biking around
the country, I have to admit some sadness when thinking about
the dining hall songs and canvas tents and crazy Scouts on which
I missed out. Many would argue that such a trip is no more “real”
than working at Tomahawk, but these experiences incubate qualities
that cannot be taught in school or on a job site, and the time
taken to achieve such qualities is incontestably time well spent. |